Woke up feeling shit today... got abit of work done which was good... Den went to lunch wif family and den went to work... Today was quite good.. it was not as bz as yesterday but it was still quite tirin... went blading wif the guys and it was good.. in a sence i have improved.. feel more natural wif the skates on..
Today did not even tok to dawn.. but in the end i really wanted to c her but another part of me din want to c her cause i knew if i did, i would feel sad... don ask me y but i just do.. wat is wrong wif me!!!!!! I still love her heaps.. maybe i m just afriad i will lose her... feels like.... erm...
"I dont wanna die,
but I aint keen on living either.
Before I fall in love,
I'm preparing to leave her.
I scare myself to death,
that's why I keep on running.
Before I've arrived, I can see myself coming.
(Chorus)
I just wanna feel real love,
feel the home that I live in.
'Cause I got too much life,
running through my veins, going to waste.
and I need to feel, real love
and a life ever after.
I cannot get enough."
