Ian

2008-02-24T13:29:00.000-08:00

It has been more that a year since i have been single and i already hate the feeling. For some reason, I have been having dreams about tiff the 2 nights of my birthday and everything seems to remind me of her.. The thing is I don't think i even miss her as such... I just miss being in a relationship.. Someone to hold, someone to pamper, someone to spoil...

Everywhere I look I see, couples and relationship everywhere.. I guess i just get jealous...

However, i guess more importainly, I should really concentrate on my studies... only a couple more mths before i graduate... And i guess when that time comes, i will be able to do anything i want.. Fast cars, girls, fun...

P.s I think i have found a gal who is goin to be perfect for me.. lol...
xx

2007-04-22T13:42:00.000-07:00

Fuck it.. Bros over hoes!!!! Bitches, they come, they go... and throu the thick and thin, i've always got my boys... Both in singapore and London.. Dispite all the good times i have had with Tiff and Dawn, it still doesn't come close to the good times i've had with all my boys.. They are always there for me when i need help and to cheer me up.. or even just being silly..

I know the right girl is out there somewhere.. I guess i better start lookin eh!!! Get out there boy! Lol... No is just a stupid 2 letter word and i can only learn from rejection.. besides, its their lost... Dam stupid society's conditioning...

Today went to the driving range with chris and lotty(fred's gf).. Fred has gone back home for his bday.. Was good fun.. Got to vent some anger by smackin the shit out of the balls... lol... was a good day....

2007-04-21T10:22:00.000-07:00

Right now all i can say is FUCKING BITCH! Met up with tiff today to get back my stuff... The last thing i remembered her sayin was she did not want to be in a relationship at this point of time.. 4 mths down the road and she has a boyfriend.. Fuck knows for how long it has been already..

She din actually say it was her bf but i could figure it out by the fact she has a photo of him on her phone... and at the point of making arrangements of her comin down to pass my stuff, the 'friend' was ready to leave meaning he was already at her house at that point of time.. I may be an underachiever but i m not a retard.. The worst thing is she could have just told me she has a bf.. and not just say i m comin down to london with 'a friend'. I guess unless she has something to hide... Fuck it.. She is not worth my time anyway..

Anyway i had spend today with chris and fred, went to the old skool ford meet in the morning and was kool.. got to see all the other fords and got some idea of what i could do to my car.. Then went to play pool in bayswater.. overall was a good day with the boys...

I need to hit something now....

2007-04-20T18:05:00.000-07:00

Have just retrued from Lotty's birthday outing to the bowling alley.. Played something like 5-8 games.. was good fun!!! However dispite all that, the last tiem i played bowling was with the boys back in singapore.. Thoes were the days...

Althou i have been single for a couple mths now, i sometimes stilll feel shitty that i m not in a realationship... I mean i am quite 'enjoyin' single life.. to an extend.. but there are still times i just want to lay beside someone and get a cuddle and a kiss once in a while.. I just miss the feeling of being wanted... On the other hand, being single has its benifits... I get to do what i want, when i want.. Its alright to flirt around and once i have the guts to, pick up chicks.. lol... However, there is something stoppin me... i guess its the fear of rejection.. Everyone is scared of being rejected.. But i must learn myself that rejection is part of life and i can only learn by tryin!!!

Sentosa soon!!?!?!?!

xxxx
p.s If anyone still reads this.... HI...

2007-04-16T13:26:00.000-07:00

Just back from dorset... That was a good get away from the big city life... Great to get away.. Went to the Bournemouth beach.. I think i actually got a suntan/mild sunburn.. that is the way u do it.... More importaintly, heaps of hot chickies at the beach... couple topless.. hehehe score... lol.. now finally on holiday.. a much deserved rest.. only 3 more mths till the next holiday.. too bad there is the little problem of exams till then... shit fu*k bullocks... At least i got my baby Estella here to help me along...

2007-04-10T14:07:00.000-07:00

It has probably been more than a year or so since i had updated my blog... It feels like it has been so long since I have been home. I miss all my brothers and sisters in singapore.. Even thou we have not been to Sentosa since sunset bay closed down, it was just the fact that we knew that beach was just around the courner and could access it whenever we wanted. More importaintly, it was not where i was, it was who i was with. Miss you all!! xxxx

Well life in London now is shit boring. It is now the easter holidays so everyone has gone home and the only chance i get human contact is when i m in clinic.. Of course I could go out but i would just look like a perv if i sat in a pub or restaurent alone..

Today, the weather was sunny and clear today unlike the usual dull English weather, so i made the most of it.... and stayed home on my couch.. (again with the don't want to look desprate and lonely excuese) Last week, I went phone shoppin and got me a new phone.. An O2 XDA orbit. so for a week i had 2 phones. But today, for some strange reason both stopped workin. Not sure how long that will last. No one is goin to call me anyway. booo...

I am soo bored at home i am actually lookin forward to clinic and hopefully the pub after. Well i m off to look for more food to eat.. CAtch yu all later.. see u soon...xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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2007-04-09T14:41:00.001-07:00

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2007-04-09T14:37:00.001-07:00

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2007-04-09T13:42:00.001-07:00

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2005-09-13T15:19:00.000-07:00

It has been bloody ages since i have updated my blog... basically now back in london.. came back early so i could do my retakes.. just pray i can pass this yr.. now only time can tell... results come out on thurs... anyway.. right now feelin kinda low... really donno wat to do about stuff.. oh well live and let live eh...

i want you and your beautiful soul...

2005-06-25T05:41:00.000-07:00

It has been ages since i last blogged.. to be honest, really can't quite remember wat i have missed out.. well now days been studin heaps for hte up comin end of hte year exams... have to pass them all if not i would have to come back for retakes.. but it is just too dam imposible.. we have to basically know everything about the whole body.. as in EVERYTHING.. it is too hard!!! bugger it, back to revision... CAN'T WAIT TO GO HOME!!!

2005-06-12T13:44:00.000-07:00

Woah!! been almost a week.. well not much really happened in the last week... besides that i had a disection exam on friday and just PRAY i don have to do a resit again... oh well.. anyway after the exam, we went to Edgeware Road and got us a shisha.. that is the life.. got home sat around smokin the shisha had a take away, then sat around again drinkin smoking the shisha and cigars, playin cards and just tokin about everything...

Sat - bummed around playin halo 2, watched heaps of tv, went to bed...

Sun - In the morning we played abit of halo, then in the arvo when the boys arrived, went out go get the stuff for the barbie... and dispite the lousy dull weather, we managed to get the barbie goin.. and it was a wicked day.. had heaps of food.. ah.. i love a barbie... watchin Ace Ventura now.. wat a show...

2005-06-02T15:20:00.000-07:00

WEll Monday... it was michelle's birthday.. and of course we had to celebrate!! so we went to the club around us.. called the "Long Room" it was good fun.. sat around toking, drinkin and just having fun really.. then got late and we went home and decided that we should come to our house and play some drinking games.. played 'I have neva..' good fun.. was just out to get the birthday girl.. lol... between 4, we finished a bottle of voka in an hr.. and oh ya.. we stole a pedestrian sign.. hahah.. teenagers!! bout 2, went to sleep but woke up at 4 and could not get back to sleep.. so joined Michelle and Chris in bed.. lol.. don get any rong ideas..

Off to skool for a early start on Tue, but not as if we had hard time gettin up considering we were already awake.. went home after STT and slacked infont of the TV.. early night...

Wed, still knackered but had to revise for the Osteology resit on thurs.. oh well..

Thurs, basically missed all class to try to revise for Osteology... did abit.. but it was not much help.. it was a bitch!!! Just want to past! if i can... *sigh*

2005-05-30T15:39:00.000-07:00

Friday.. din go to collage as well... but kinda staked out a shop.. for about 6 hrs.. long story..

Sat. Actually stayed in the house and did some revison..

Sunday Did revison in the morning then went out and kinda hung around hte shop for about 1 hr and had like a recon mission.. part of the same long story.. anyway.. on the serious note, saw a chick get hit by a car.. good thing it was only a minor accident cuase he was in the process of breaking.. but not pretty stilll..

Today. WAs Michelle's!! so we went Rugby in the morning, really knackered my hip and knee.. anyway then went to get Michelle's present and then went home.. Went out to the Pub again and it is now 11.40 and we just got a bottle of voka and we still got class tomorrow at 9.. donno if we are goin to make that.. lol...

2005-05-26T04:01:00.000-07:00

OH what a nite it was!!!

It started off as usual, where everyone started to bail on us.. but the boys decided to go out anyway.. and what a good night it turned out to be.. We got to Ministery at about 10 but when we arrived, it seemed dead.. there was no one there, but after sittin around chattin wif some chicks, before we knew it, the club was packed... and after that, we were on the way home and we passed by Trafalgus Square and there was a group playing soccer so we decided to join in!! We were all booted and suited playin soccer, in the middle of the city at 3am in the morning.. wat a sight!! Till about 4, we got home and sat around and chatted till the sun came up.. Went back to sleep at 6. it is now 12 and we are all up already!! maybe goin out tonight as well!!! lol..

2005-05-25T08:57:00.000-07:00

Well it is goin to be a bz bz week... Went out yesterday night wif the boys to meet some gals.. it was a good night out.. great time for the boys to bond.. well tonight might be goin to the Ministery of Sound.. and tomorrow might be goin out for dinner wif a friend.. and friday we have a project due and we have not even started... well how hard can a 4 min presentation? will be good...

2005-05-19T16:46:00.000-07:00

Oh wat a day is was today.. finally got to ride to skool and it was good exercise in teh moring!! got to skool abit sweaty but we had Neuroanatomy to dry us out... Maccas for lunch... O.T, then it was off the the movies!!!

da- da-- da da da da-- da da da da da-- da da da da da..... may the force be wif u... lol...

guess wat we saw.. anyway it was pretty good.. nothin compared to the original. as in 4,5 n 6.. but now since we have seen 1,2,3 will have to have a 4,5,6 marathon.. maybe on the weekend.. got a whole heaps of games now.. stuck on fifa street.. good fun...

2005-05-14T05:08:00.000-07:00

Tis been a while since i updated my blog... wif some of ya actually thought i had dropped dead due to my fast, well bad luck... the fast went pretty well, just that bout 5 days through, we all thought that there were really not much point doin it, i mean we are healthy young boys, and there are really not much toxins in our body to get rid off in the 1st place.. however, little did we know, after our Naturapathy class on the day we broke our fast, Dr Tom Shaw went on to explain the full benifits that the fast could have had on our body, so now, we all feel that we should have done it properly.... well i guess i m goin to try to do a seven day water fast maybe once a term.. if possible...

besides that, not much has been goin on, got my bicycle, but had to get new wheels which came today.. so should be riding to school from now on... good for fitness... but yesterday, went to a club just bout 10 mins walk from home, din quite drink too much however i was pretty mullered.... got to build up on my alcohol tolorance level again... tokin about mullered, i got a new hair cut.. it is a cross between a mohican and a mullet... basically, got a mohican on the top and a mullet behind... lol... looks alright actually...

2005-05-07T12:19:00.000-07:00

Day 4 of the fast.. still on water.. today is goin alright... but the temptations are just piling up! I spent bout an hr in burger king.. watchin my mate eat a double bacon and cheese!! dam!!! i miss burger king!! then had the smell of chicken haunt me all day.. NEED FOOD!! today may be the last day on water.. i'll have to c how i feel tomorrow morning.. but if not i will be back on juice... i really want to break my fast.. but i guess i have to hang in there...
on the bright side, i ordered a bike of ebay and it arrived this morning.. so that is kool.. it was pretty cheap and it not too bad a bike for its price..

menu for the day we finish the fast.... breakfast, FAT bacon and egg sandwich, Double wopper meal for Lunch, roast chicken n/or fish n chips for dinner... crapes for supper... MMMM... CAN'T WAIT!!!!

2005-05-06T09:09:00.000-07:00

It is now day 3 of the diet, and i m on water... yes.. water for the whole day.. however, i actually feel better then i thought i would... my head is not hurtin that bad so that is a plus... it is around this time in the arvo where i m just sittin around wif nothin to do that the temptation comes creeping in... i m not really hungry just really bored.... tomorrow hopefully will be another water day...

2005-05-05T09:56:00.000-07:00

Day 2 of the fast... and i have hit a healing crsis... bout 10 last night, i was suddely hit my a massive headache.. so went to sleep... this morning woke up, and it was still there.. and today just felt really lertagic.. or the could not be bothered feeling prob beacuse of the headache... anyway m down to juice today... have to say i m not really hungry but more the bored hunger thing... where u get bored and want to eat... will try some hydro therapy tonight.. and hope tomorrow will be better.. m on water tomorrow till.... well for as long as i can last... till then...

2005-05-03T16:09:00.000-07:00

IT HAS BEGUN... the day we all have been lookin forwards to.. as of 12 am today, we are all startin out fast...
my plans are... fruits day 1, juice day 2.. water for as long as i can last.. hopefully it will be more than 5 days.. we can only hope...
will keep posting durin the time... keep in touch..
all the support will be greatly needed.. cheers...

it has already been 15 mins and i m hungry!!! help...

well today had my resit for my previously failed G.I xam... went well.. then stayed in skool till 6 slackin playin pool and that... then had muay thai from 8.30 to 9.30.. was really good.. great way to keep fit.. will try to continue to do it over the week but if i suddenly stop bloggin, it means i prob fallen over and forgot to get up... will be fun...

2005-05-01T14:58:00.000-07:00

The day of the fast is nearly here... Was actually thinkin of makin it even harder for myself... the plan now was to have protein, veg and fruit on the 1st day... fruit juice on day 2 n 3.. water on 3, 4, 5, 6 and soup, veg, starch(potato) on the last day... (introduction back in to the normal diet)....

2005-04-28T16:17:00.000-07:00

It has been the tip of the tongue of everyone in the skool... 6 more days till the start of our long anticipated fast.. yes.. fast as in not eating anything.. for a week.. well not really not eating anything.. more of cuttin down of food till the last 4 days where we are just on water.. it will be great... we are partly lookin forward to it but part of us says we will probably die.. but other than that, i have got my gi and renal test on tue.. so that will be fun...

2005-04-25T08:39:00.000-07:00

The holidays are now over to much of our dismay... but skool has now started.. and already xams are soon dawning on us... but on the bright side, i will be on holiday soon!! hopefully it is a long holiday.. meaning i can't fail any paper... got to get my head down and hit the books... have to start studing soon... and oh yar.. on monday, we are supposed to start on our detox.. that would be hell.. don think i will survive it... we'll have to c how it goes... *sigh*...

2005-04-20T15:43:00.000-07:00

Was another slack day.. was supposed to be a quiet day but chris came home.. and kate came home last nite.. so now rob, kate and chris is home.. and tomorrow jo is home... so the whole 'family' is back now.. and 5 more days till skool starts.. As for today, went to muay thai class again... i m knackered... good workout thou.. gonna be sore tomorrow....

Miss all me mates....

2005-04-18T14:25:00.000-07:00

Well today.. not really too xciting.. went to library in skool to try to do some work.. however, only managed to get an hr done.. cause had to go to Natwest bank to open a student account... however i m unable to get a student loan.. so that sucks...

Anyway.. got thinkin in the shower about a convo i had yesterday wif a special someone.. twas about love... many times i have asked myself the question... and my conclusion so far....

Love is kinda like air... it is all around us, but although we are unable to c it, it does not mean it does not exist.. however, although it is everywhere, not everyone seems to be able to find it.. inculding yours truely.. guess we just have to find the special person in our lives... our 'soul mate' as some would like to call it.. are there such things as soul mates?!?! and how would you know when the person comes along? well i guess we all have to leave it to fate... but when she/he comes along, it should be forever.. or will it?!?!?!
Right now can't be bothered anymore... but will continue this again....
till then...

2005-04-16T12:55:00.000-07:00

Well another boring week so far... Met up wif some of my old ggs friends yesterday... jing, ching, Aye, Luke... met up at jing's place had a home cooked chinese dinner. Then went to watch Hitch.. was a pretty cool movie.. great insperation... It is a great feel good movie..

Guess it is goin to be another slack week ahead... just can't wait for wednesday...

2005-04-13T15:48:00.000-07:00

On Sat me couz and i went to castle coumbe.. which was a race track... it was an Alfa Romeo track day.. so there were heaps of wicked cars there.. most of it was classic cars and there were some modified track cars.. there were some wicked fast classic cars... So anyway... was in the passenger seat of my cousins 1976 Alfa Romeo 'Giulia Supra'.. it was not really ment for the tracks but it still went pretty quick and it was drifting all over the place... has a couple of spin outs but it was all good fun.. hopefully next time we go to the track again, we would have gotten the track car and i would have gotten ANOTHER driving licence... as according to the uk law, i am unable to drive for more than a year unless i have a uk licence... how gay is that.. this would then be the 3rd driving licence test i would hve taken.. and the thing is i have passes them all as well.... GAY GAY GAY.... so anyway in my holidays i m tryin to get my licence, studing for my work... and goin to muay thai classes....

so far only been to 2 muay thai class.. but so far so good i have to say... last week, i was in pain but today, it went heaps well.. got pulled infront of the 'class' to show them 'how it is done'... and got heaps of encoragement from the coach.. it was good... hopefuly could join some kind of membership so it would be cheaper... lol... and be able to go to more classes.. till nx week....

oh yar.. went to disection today as well.... tat was good.. means did some work today..lol...

2005-04-13T05:08:00.000-07:00

Due to popular demand... i have decided to start up blogger again... but as usual it would be pretty slow... as some pple would know, i have like 3 differnet blogs.. anyway.. it has been the holidays now.. got 2 more weeks till skool starts...
WEll, on Sat, went to Castle Combe (a track) with my cousin.. it was an Alfa Romeao day.. there were heaps of great old cars.. and some were beefed up but not to the point wif NOS or turbo.. it was beefed up the right amounts.. was great fun just even being the passagner of the car.. and even thou i have a malaysian licence, i could not drive here casue i need a uk licence... so i have to take another test here again.. this would be my 3rd time.. and i have to add i passed the 1st 2 times as well.. one in aus and one in malaysia.. oh well.. hopefully by the time i get my licence, my couz will have gotten his track day car so i would be able to drive it!!!! can't wait..

2005-03-09T10:55:00.001-08:00

been sick lately.. stuffed.. teh flu.... sian..

2005-02-27T10:13:00.000-08:00

It has been snowin the last week... tat means it was dam cold... but it was nice.. other than that, nothin much happened other than my parcel finally came and we went ice skatin.. had a little accident... and we have been clubbin alot and i m learnin how to dance...slowly...

I Lie alone..

2005-02-14T07:23:00.000-08:00

Happy V-DAy pple... hope ya found someone...
anyway nothin much to rite about.. on sat went to check out a dance studio.. and wooh.. so tat is where the hot chicks gather.. prob be goin there every week from now on.. anyway after tat met up wif some old friends from australia... then went home... played alot of hockey on sunday.. great fun... ya this week i have readin weeek.. so no skool for me... but xam on the second day back.. yay...

2005-01-30T11:41:00.000-08:00

Basically woke up early for a Sunday cause i had to go down to West Minister to meet my cousin to collect my skates which i left at his house the last time... anyway.. went down, den went to hyde park for a skate.. but did not really feel like skating.. so i just sat there for about 2 hrs by the Serpentine just 'chillin'.... it was bloody cold but it was nice thou... had some time to think... den met up wif the boys n went to play some football.. and all i had the whole day was a cappachino... was bloody starving... still m....

2005-01-28T13:44:00.000-08:00

Had a party yesterday at our place.. it was not quite as good a turn out as we had anticipated... but it was all good.. had heaps of fun tokin and drinkin.. din get drunk which was good.. and ya we staied up till 3+ before we realised we had to go to collage at 10 in the morning...
today, had collage, went to pizza hut for the buffet.. had a good time... came home, watched Spiderman 1 and Spiderman 2 den bummed around... Feel not too good to be truthful...

2005-01-24T11:21:00.000-08:00

Monday blews... as usual... woke up too early, headed off to skool to a set of boring lectures, but half way throught the second lecture, we realised it stared to snow!! yes snow... it was kool but by the time we got out of that lecture, it was sunny.. was kinda weird n disapointing.. and way skipped the last lecture and went to play football instead... it was nice and sunny when we started but half way through it, it started to rain, den hail, den snow... it was like a blizard.. it was wicked.. bloody cold.. but not cold enough for the snow to settle.. anyway.. den went grocery shoppin and now back in the comfort of out home...
tomorrow the TV comes... 43" of pure pleasure!!!!

2005-01-23T08:49:00.000-08:00

Over the last few days, my house mates has tried very hard to turn me into an alcoholic.. but in vain.. on thurs went to the pub for a few but i was unwell even before i got there... den friday was rum and coke, and sat nite we headed into london to c wat the nite life is like.. it was all good...
Every one seems to have their problems.. the only thing is, it is all about the same things... gals.. if only it is that easy.. but noo... words has to be said, feelings has to be shown, hearts will be broken, tears will be shead and eventually pple will get hurt.. of couse there are some certern couples hu are ment to be together so cheerios to them and all the other blokes hangin on in there, good luck and hope u find someone else better...

I know u like to think ur shit don stink, but lean abit closer, see, roses really smell like woohoo-oo...

2005-01-16T03:50:00.000-08:00

Alright... finally got around to updatin dispite my busy study life on the eve of my exams.. anyway i m sure it will all be good.. For the past week, we have been watchin all the Rocky movies and only one more to go.. and of course, our quotes has moved on from 'Waterboy' to 'Rocky' "You ain't so bad"... anyway in terms of entertainment, we are soon to get Cable tv, broadband (not like we don already but it is only in one corner of the house) and last but not least, a 43inch TV to watch our endless array of movies and to play our PS2 and Xbox on!!! it is wicked...
As for studies... it ain't so bad... Of course miss me mates back home in singapore... of course on this dull day in sinapore, Marcel turns 18 in singapore.... Big 18... finally a MAN.... lol.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDE...

2004-12-29T09:26:00.000-08:00

Back in sinapore.. just catchin up wif the mates i can get hold of.. and den went to penang.. which was struck by the Tsunami.. dispite stayin near the beach, we were not affected xcept for the road leadin up to it.. anyway.. now plannin for teh new yr... and only a few more days till skool starts... hiaz...

2004-12-16T04:28:00.000-08:00

Its been a while since i last bogged.. about 2 weeks now? anyway.. i have moved in to the new house and we don as yet have internet.. but we are having a bitchin good time. just a couple more days till touch down... c u soon pple... have to catch up!!! bookings now open...

2004-12-04T11:42:00.000-08:00

Tis been a while since i last blogged... 1 week to be xact.. well tat is casue since the 1st of Dec.. have unoffically moved in to the new place... it is wicked... the only thing is we don have internet.. but tat will not be the case for long... hopefully, nx yr, we should get broadband installed... it has just been about 5 days and we have had so much fun... wait till all the stuff is in place and we have settled down.. yay.. last week nothin much has happened.. xcept the pool table finally came... it is not as big as i xpected but i m sure it will do.. and i have seemed to have forgoten how to play.... need practice...

2004-11-29T10:46:00.000-08:00

Haven't blogged in a few days... lets recap.. Sat, went out to catch The Incredibles.. quite a good show... love jack jack.. lol... den went to the pub at 2 to watch the kick off of the rugby... Aus vs Eng... and of course.. supporting Aus... and in the end.. it all paid off.. Aus Kicked Eng's ass!!! not may happy chappies in the pub tat day... den it was off to Walkabouts (the Aussie pub) to again watch another rugby (Legue) Aus vs Great Britan.. and this time, a even greater victory.. 44/4!!! aussie, aussie, aussie, oi, oi, oi.... but the thing was, by 10, i had a massive headache from all teh beer i had drunk... and was not feelin well at all... so got back and out by 11... prob in total, had 2 beers and 3 - 4 snakebites...

Sunday.. snakebite sundays.. but was feeling too shitty to drink any more.. so just watched the soccer.. liverpool vs arsenal... pretty good match....
Today.. skool as usual... nothin much.. xcept that i think i have come to my final verdict.. just have to try to put it in motion.. and my shoulders are as stiff as a plank... STT tomorrow!!

2004-11-26T10:59:00.000-08:00

Another week has gone by and now we are all lookin forward to next wed... it is the 1st day we are allowed to move into the new house and it is goin to be wicked... we are all goin to have a little crisening of the new place by gettin absolutely slaughtered..and of course miss lecture the nx day... Yesterday had was a friend's birthday so as usual, headed to the pub to celebrate.. was pretty rad... had great fun...
as for skool, 1st things 1st, things are startin to look better the table tennis table is now in workin condition but the pool table and dart board has yet to arrive... and it seems that in every thing that i m ok at, Barry seems to be my only challange... and all i can say is 'BRING IT ON!!!' it is awsome..
and on the other hand, we were just informed that we are the "most unbehaved" year in the school... and personally, i don quite see it.. i m tryin hard to see it from their point of view but i just can't shove my head that far up my ass... not even close... but i guess we can let the matter settle before we start actin up again... lol...

oh yar.. disection today.. had to hold the body's hand... it just felt wrong... really wrong...

2004-11-20T14:58:00.000-08:00

The Winter days has truely arrived.. wakin up this morning and lookin upon the grass, it was almost white.. beautiful.. which oso means that it is bloody cold.. about 4 deg actually.. so made me a little breaky wif toast and eggs, and on my way to meet *Kate, *Jo and Julie to watch Bridget Jones... unfortunately upon arrival, i realised i did not have efficent finacial capibility to do so.. so instead i just went to hyde park for a little skate as they watched the movie...
However, it started to rain at about the time i had to head back to meet them.. and then went to Oxfard Street to search for a bank where i can draw money out for the rent of the new house which we signed the contract to today!!! Unfortunately, as we were walking thru the bz streets, i saw a guy ride his bike on the road and the nx thing i heard was a big thud and when i turned around, he was on the floor the bike thrown to one side and beside him was a bus... and naturally, a crowd started to gather... and since we were in a rush and din want to get involve, we headed off to seek the bank but it was in vain... so we headed back to the pub where we had to meet *Chris... which was just beside the place where the accident happened.. and by the time we arrived, there were a couple of ambulances, police cars and a barrier set up..
anyway.. waited in the pub till about 5+ den headed to the new house to sign the contract... did that, paid him, and now the house is ours!!! YAY!!! well to live in tat is.. goin to be great!!

2004-11-19T11:01:00.000-08:00

It supposedly snowed yesterday... yay...
Things has yet to seem to be in place yet.. right now there is a little problem, i have to get my rent out by tomorrow but i m unable to withdraw all the money at once.. so would have to think of a way out there... i really need a job.. so hopefully i can do that asap... but for now, i m still lost which is screwin me up even more... sometimes i just don care already.. every day is just the same.. every nite b4 i fall asleep, i would wish there was someone there wif me... for me.... it seriously feels like i m all alone... and every morning, i would have to pull myself out of bed so i can go to skool and be amongst friends hu would cheer me up.. but after skool, back again to my hole and it would just start over again.. THAT IS WHY I CAN'T WAIT TO MOVE IN WIF THE GANG.. it would be awsome.. hopefully tomorrow will be a nice day so i can go skatin and hopefully play some hockey....

oh yar.. as for today, had disection once again.. and i had to help the teacher hold the head as he cut his way around to expose the subclevian nerve... and dispite the rubber gloves, my hand still smells like his head....

2004-11-18T13:35:00.000-08:00

It is once again the time of the year has come where the leaves turn yella leaving the ground soft and moist wif every step u take... SOMEONE BLOODY CLEAN IT UP!!! horible skating grounds.. not like i have done much since arriving in this country full of 'beautiful pple'... Couple of minor problems has croped up over the past few days... and i m just sick and tired of all this shit.... i just would like this chapter of my life to end! i just can't wait to move in wif the gang but that is one of the problems.. cause i would be loosing a fair bit of money by doin so.. so i guess i HAVE to get a job.. but i guess it is only money.. and if i succeed in wat i do.. there will be plenty more from where tat came from..
I m sure there is a time in everyone's lives to decide to cut their losses and move on.. well i guess tat time has come for me...

2004-11-16T13:56:00.000-08:00

It is already Wed tomorrow.. how quickly the weeks fly by.. It all started off slow but once u get in the swing of things, it just goes..and soon i will be movin out of my current shit hole and into the shag pad!!! it is goin to be wicked... Wif 'Naked Tuesday'™, 'Conan, the Distroyer Saturdays'™ (more to come..) we are goin to have a ball!! NO MORE LIVIN IN AN OLD FOLKS HOLE!!!! WOOOHOOO!!! Now all we need is the Shaggen-Waggon to bring the chicks back to the Shag Pad for some full contact fun....

2004-11-15T11:45:00.000-08:00

Went House seeing on Sunday.. and it was just great.. 5 bedrooms and four other wonderful friends.. wat a great combo.. so in a couple of weeks time, five of us in a house, havin a phat housewarming PARTY!!!... it will be wicked... couple more days to disection!! woooohoo...

2004-11-12T10:18:00.000-08:00

It was just like any other lazy friday.. with a late start at skool, and endin at 1... so did the usuals, woke up later.. but in the bus i remembered that today was goin to be a day like non other.. for 2 reasons... 1stly, the pool table was supposed to come today.. it was only a 7 x 4 Ft table but it was free to use non the less... so i actually ran up the hill to get to the common room only to dismay.. so got the boys and Barry (Father of 3 but prob the biggest kid himself.. lol)..lol.. together and hackied for a while till we got called up by McSwiny (our lecturer) and we all felt like Pr skool kids gettin told off..
At 1.. end of lectures... hackied awhile again, and then.. it was off to disection.. but due to the hacky, had to eat lunch on the train to disection.. yes pple.. disection.. and not the normal biology disection wif rats or frogs... we were diseccting cadavers.. and to thoes that din get it.. we are disecting actually dead pple.. this means.. i have seen and touched a dead person... not just seen him, seen inside him.. The freakest thing is, when we just got to the disection rooms, there were a couple of pple workin on the cadavers as well... standing the screens where we put our bags, we heard a very loud screech.. and the 1st thing that came to our heads was someone screaming.. but after a couple of seconds, we realised it was just a drill or a saw... but wait a min... wat are we sawing here?!?! and then we were later told that some of the other students are doing some studies on the brain so they had to remove it.. so we all got distracted and started watching them.. and all i can discribe it, is, it is like opening a coconut.. it sounded xacally like the crack when u remove the top half of the scull even after the sawing... and for a moment after the top half is removed, the brain will be hangin out of the head...
We then went on to our body where one of our other lectures were in the process of removing the shoulder gurdle..it was intersting all that.. nx week we will have to do it again and for the rest of my nx 2 yrs... many more chances to touch a dead guy... but after all that, i would give it second thoughts b4 eating "lap chiong" (chinese sausage) cause that is wat the bodies almost smelled like.... But it has been a great hornour to have the oppotunity to do so.. i mean how often does anyone get to see a dead body and would u even donate ur body even in the name of science? So i say we should respect them as much as possible.. and may god bless their soul...

2004-11-12T01:03:00.000-08:00

M startin disection today... that will be interesting.... lol...

2004-11-09T11:05:00.000-08:00

It was a bright and early start today.. Up and 7 and off to skool at 8.. and 1st up.. Soft tissue.. was hoppin that i could get a little effleurage goin on my sore lower limbs from the run yesterday.. but even before Lauren managed to get to my leg, we had to swap over... bugger.. and after ST, we headed up to the common room to have hlf hr break.. stingy buggers... and den it was off to Dr Said's lecture.. 2 hrs of pure Anatomy tourture.. den hlf an hr for lunch... which at that time, got into abit of hackie sackin... great fun.. and den off to another hr of Dr Said... Finally at the end of the day, got abit more hackie sackin goin again.. and back home to was...

Can't wait till the pool table arrives... goin to be wicked...

2004-11-08T11:07:00.000-08:00

Hu would have thought i actually did it... yes ladies and gentelmen.. i actually managed to wake up at 6am and went for a run...(but after that,i'm neva goin to listen to him again.... oh ya.. wanna bet... ouch.. stop hittin me...u'll do wat i say.. alright alright..) everything was alright till i hit the end of the driveway.. den along came a wall.. not a big one. just a little stitch.. after i cleared that hurdle... den came along shinsplins... that kinda lasted all through out the run.. but after a while kinda lost focus on the pain and started to noctice the out of breathness... but i guess tat was all part of the running process.. Surprised to say.. in skool, i was not only not tired.. but pumping and ready to go..
on the way home.. dropped by Tesco's.. the local supermarket.. and did some grocery shoppin... bought heaps of stuff.. that means i won't have to do it agin for a week or so.. but the down side is.. i had to carry it back home... and tat sure was a task... general word to the readers... if contents are heavy, use double bags... reaching the other side of the crossing, a bag gave way and a bottle dropped out and it started rolling towards the road, which at that point, the light turned green, and the big white truck started to go... this means... well u get the picture.. if not... diddems.. anyway.. thanks to my 'great' football skills, i managed to dribble the bottle out of harms way wif out puttin my self in danger.. after that audeal... up the hill i hiked to get to my place.. nearing the top, another bag gave way.. this time releasing cans of breakfast goodies... this time i could not really be bothered.. so i just stood there and watched as the cans came to a stop on the grass.. wat a day....

Been thinkin.. Hallmark makes great cards for all kinds of occasion.. but wat if there is something u want to say to someone but don quite have the guts to do so.. it would be alot easier just to give them a card won't it? and i m not tokin about the 'i think i like u' crap... i m tokin about the 'i fuckin hate u, u made my life hell.. burn bitch burn..' cards... and hopefully when they open it, they get a papercut which den gets infected meaning they have to amputate.. which den during some freak accident during the operation resulting death.. or even better still.. permernent disfiguration... which den would cause them to loose all form of confidence and having to crawl back in to tat little hole where they belong... And all will be just...
Not goin out to anyone in perticular.. just a thought...

Well if hallmark ever is interested.. here is a couple......

U have made my life miserable.......... * Burn mofo..
U are the devil........ * stop tempting me or i'll have to send u back to hell!!
*when u open the card...

i swear the last part was the other person tokin.. i think i may be a skitso..... u may be but i'm not... freak..

2004-11-06T11:25:00.000-08:00

Hyde park... the place to be.. well tat is if the weather allows..
woke up wif a wicked stiff right neck.. after diggin throught the cupboards to find me lunch it was off to Hyde.. the weather was crap thou... but still managed to kill my wheels..

2004-11-05T09:42:00.000-08:00

After skool, we went to pizza hut for a buffet.. how ever it was not quite as the buffets i am used to have in singapore wif the gang.. tat was great fun.. where we sat there makin a fool of ourself and goin for rounds after rounds... till they chucked us out of the place.. i was the only one goin strong at the end.. i could still have had a couple more rounds just for the fun of it but we had to go collect our spines.. yes pple.. spines... had heaps of werid looks on the way home.. so we gave them something to look at...

oh yar.. yest after skool went ice skatin.. was bloody shockin... i could not ice skate for nuts.. lost touch.. fell the most... i need my skates or more practice... den off to walkabouts... a local pub.. just to chill and get shitfaced...

sometimes i just wanna call it quits, i fell like i m surrounded by a wall of brick, every time i go to get up i just fall in pits, my life is just one big ball of shit...

2004-11-03T23:56:00.000-08:00

I just want to crawl back into my little hole and curl up in a ball.... Alienate myself from the world...............................................................

2004-11-03T11:56:00.000-08:00

Today was a jam packed day... started at 9.30am, ended at 3.30pm, then after tat i had to take part in a data collection thing... where we had to do test on our health and all that.. it was great cause i found out that i had a bone density which is 4% above average... and i have 9.4% bodyfat... which is pretty good.. an athelite has below 10% bodyfat... woohoo... screw the run tomorrow...

2004-10-31T11:37:00.000-08:00

Went to a friend's place and stayed over and basically watched movies all nite.. den went to the park wif out my skates to enjoy the weather.. althought the sun was out, it was still kinda chilli.. but great weather non the less....

2004-10-29T08:51:00.001-07:00

Yesterday arvo, spent some time in the pub after skool.. and by some time i mean 8hrs.... It was alright.. just chilled had a few... and as the nite slipped by, the party slowly started.... Thu nites is student nite.. so cheap drinks... lol..

Today morning had skool and den an hr long treatment and den it was homeward bound....

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2004-10-26T10:42:00.000-07:00

There are so many things i want do right now!!!! I wan to get a car, go shooting wif my own gun, play pool, play vball.. and i also need to be worked on.. at least i prob will be able to accomplish 2 of the 5 tomorrow.....

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2004-10-25T10:42:00.000-07:00

Me life seems to be fallin apart... Feel crap and aching... another specticular fall this weekend.. this time on my illiac crest.. right on my P.S.I.S... great fun.. now i just have to wobble along.. I must be the best patient for my osteopath, i come in every week wif a different injury.. but... I live to skate another day!!

2004-10-22T10:53:00.000-07:00

Just need a hug and someone to tok to....

2004-10-21T10:54:00.000-07:00

Main Entry: ad·dic·tion
Pronunciation: &-'dik-sh&n
Function: noun
: compulsive physiological need for and use of a habit-forming substance (as heroin, nicotine, or alcohol) characterized by tolerance and by well-defined physiological symptoms upon withdrawal; broadly : persistent compulsive use of a substance known by the user to be physically, psychologically, or socially harmful......

Well, in that case, is there a good addiction? Well it kinda feels like I have been goin cold turkey for quite a while now but it does not seem to be doin me any harm yet... Just feel kinda depressed... well, i believe i have the 'will' to hold on....... but then again, wat is will power? can focusin ur will power on one act drain it from another? for instance, if u had already refused smoking, and all of a sudden, another situation croppes up which happen to require more will power, would that mean that eventually, u would give in and try smoking? I mean give a man a break.. there is only so much one can take or give....
But i guess when i think about it, it could all prob be linked back to the bigger situation, and the other little events could just be just a branch in my 'Tree of Crap'.... I really have no idea wat the hell i m tokin about....

Skool, pub, a snakebite (its a drink), home, dinner, sleep.....

2004-10-19T11:53:00.001-07:00

TODAY IS DENISE'S BIRTHDAY!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!! HOPE U HAVE ANOTHER GOOD YEAR AHEAD OF YOU!!! c u soon!!

Other then that? nothin interesting today.. afluage... glutious maximus kneading... nothin much... oh yar we had a paperfight during lectures today.. got busted.. but oh well.. i swear someone should invent cafinated serup...

and due to the complains of some pple (*looks at nat....) i will not tok about dawn and how much i miss her.... which is alot by the way...

Till tomorrow.. or the nx time i CBF... cyaz...

2004-10-18T10:47:00.000-07:00

SKool skool skool.. lectures, lectures, lectures.. wat more is there to say... the only thing xciting today is that i found out i do have an account.. just don have a card or a bank book... now i just need to find a way of gettin the money out..
was supposed to go home stright after skool but got dragged into playin soccer again wif the boys.. it was not all tat bad... buggered now... cyas soon.. Miss ya dawn....

2004-10-17T10:00:00.000-07:00

Do u know what the best thing about cereal is?!?! well it is that u can have it any time of the day!!Breakfast, lunch and dinner!!! Tat was was my dinner was tonight... cornflakes wif suger and 2 bananas... yummy..... quick and ez... lol..
Finally got my phone card workin.. that means i can call dawn anytime i feel like it... yay!!!! just sat in the computer room today.. the weather was really crap today.. it din know if it wanted to rain.. i would be in the kitchen makin lunch, and the sun was out.. i would den go upstairs and it would be overcast and drizzelin... oh well not much is lost... laterz...

2004-10-16T06:45:00.000-07:00

Managed to tok to Dawn online again.. Yaay!!! Den went shopping.. bought heaps of stuff for not too much.. hopefully it can last me a week... well supposed to play hockey tonite.. but we'll c...

2004-10-15T11:27:00.000-07:00

Woke up and it was crappiest day.. Rain and cold.... i guess tat is london for u.. went to skool... den came home.... GOT TO TOK TO DAWN!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAY.... Miss u heaps...

2004-10-14T08:57:00.000-07:00

Just feeling really empty.. Woke up at 3.30 and hoped that i could catch her online... but no luck.. and missed her when i called as well... Basically a slow day... Lecture and OT... Miss u Dawn.. Hope to hear from u soon.... :'(

2004-10-13T10:47:00.000-07:00

Same old... Skool.. after skool went to play soccer in the rain with the boys.. was great fun... but i had runners on so cause of the rain, i was sliding every where.. but i was tryin not to get dirty cause i had an osteopatic appointment later on tat afternoon.. which i could not be bothered goin to mainly cause i was covered in mud... so came home, made a big big serving of carbonara and finished it all.. prob served 4 pple... lol... dam tired..nite yallz...

2004-10-12T09:39:00.000-07:00

Woke up bright and early this morning.... well not brigth cause it was stil dark when i did.. 5 am to be xact.. but it was all worth it.. cause i got to tok to DAWN!!!!! finally.. thou it was only a while but it was great non the less..
Den went to skool.. and STT 1st thing in the morning... was quite alright.. got a nice massage.. so we were all relaxed for 3 hrs of the most boring lectures..
After skool went shoppin.. and den went to check the bank thingy.. and i was just told tat i did not open the account so i have to do it again.. and it will take about 2 weeks.. tat is if my 100 pounds can last me another 2 weeks... Dam london is a hole.... oh yar.. need to pay the rent as well...

2004-10-11T11:29:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. today.. nothin much.. just lectures as usual... den after skool was supposed to go grocery shoppin, open my bank account.. but SOMEONE... said she would be online so i rushed home so i could talk to her... but she was not online.. hmm.. oh well.. 2morrow den.. another thing.. 2morrow bright and early start... 1st thing in the morning... Soft tissue techniques.. time to strip down and get lubed up... and prob soccer after skool wif the boyz...

2004-10-10T13:00:00.004-07:00

Woke up and it was a nice mornin.. prob one of the nicest i have seen in london.. but there is just one thing missing... hiax... y can't u be here wif me.... anyway.. came online for a while to kill time, den was headin off to hyde park for a skate and hockey when i got stopped my a house mate and she said she wanted to go down to skate too.. the thing was she neva skated b4 and the 'skates' she was using were on plastic wheels... anyway.. so i had waited over 2 hrs for her to get ready.. which by that time we arrived in the park, my hockey game had already started so i could not teach her how to skate.... but since she was Canadian and knew how to ice skate she was alright walkin on thoes toys she called skates... Hockey was great fun.. just that now my curve tat was just used for the 1st time, is really 'seasoned' as it is really STREET hockey.. played on tarmac.. and tat killed my wheels as well.. after it all went for a little skate and headed home.. so here i m hungry and tired..

Dilemma... should i got eat somthing, or go sleep..hmmmm.. if i went to cook, tat would mean tat i would have to wait a while b4 i slept.. but if i went to sleep, tat would mean i have to sleep hungry.. wat shall it be...

Not sure where or hu i got this from but thought it was something to ponder on..

"No one is perfect.... until u fall in love wif them..."

2004-10-09T02:38:00.000-07:00

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2004-10-08T03:00:00.000-07:00

Rocked up to class wif a slight hang over... but i was glad to c that i was not the only one.. basically half the leture hall had their heads on the desk.. but after class, we seem to gather at walkabouts again.. the local pub... but this time i did not drink.. self control... and lack of cash.... went home, came online.. was fallin asleep in front of the com.. but kept it together in anticipation of her arrivial... there is always nx time..

2004-10-08T01:44:00.000-07:00

yest: Got up.. made breaky.. came online.. the usual... went to skool.. lecture lecture..... den we had osteopatic techniques.. during tat practial class, we did standing observation.. and of course, being the Freak™ i m... i was pulled up infront of the whole class to get judged.. and dam i got ripped apart from head to toe.. stood there for about 20 mins in my boxers... prob more of that to come..
anyway.. went to dinner at Nandos.. and den off to walkabouts.. the local pub to celebrate a frend's bday... had quite a few to drink i recon.. had a tequilla shot, one twist shot, 3 southen lemonade single, 2 double, and 2 double bercardi coke... and it all cost me about 15 pounds.. so tat was quite good i recon.. well got home alright.. so now off to class again.. lol....

2004-10-06T11:42:00.000-07:00

As usual, woke up early today.. had breaky, made lunch, den came online in hopes that Dawn would be online too.. well i guess one can always hope... will try again tomorrow!!! anyways.. had skool.. got semi-naked.. got judged.. all in a day's work.. went to apply for the job in the skate shop.. din kinda get it.. it was the 'we'll call u when we need u' comment.. so thought since i was there might as well buy the lighter.. 5 pounds.. was alright.. den the fuel was 1.5 pounds... don do the mth... Went back to skool to for my osteopatic appoiment for my wrist.. again in a room of 6 4th yrs, got semi-naked again.. den got some work done on.. was kinda kool.. gettin used to gettin judged already...

2004-10-05T11:13:00.000-07:00

Today started off bright and early 9 am... it was our 1st lesson of soft tissue techniques.. and we started off having to pulpate each other's backs... it kinda felt like a ... den we had anatomy.. boring!!!! i wan to go home!!! tomorrow maybe goin for a nite skate.. c how...

2004-10-04T09:40:00.000-07:00

HELP....

2004-10-03T08:46:00.000-07:00

Went skatin again yesterday.. and i have killed my wheels.. and both my wrists.. tried to hockey stop but got too much grip and was throwen into a spacticular fall with a 270 side flip and all it was goin so well untill i hit the ground where my wrist got in the way... it was great other den tat.. lol... den wen to my cousin's place which was ages away for dinner and ended up stayin the nite..

today went site seeing kinds.. went to big ben and around tat area.. well miss sinapore heaps.. i have decided to save the 5 pounds i was goin to spend on a lighter to gettin a overseas callin card... maybe i will get a job so i can call singapore more often... and den eventually my lighter..

and by singapore, i mean dawn... =P

2004-10-01T23:58:00.000-07:00

Skool at 10.30.. ended at 12.. got let off early.. was pretty sweet.. the lecturer was the best lecutrer one could ever have. it was more like a show den a lecutre... lovin it... anyway.. went skatin till about 4, went home, slept....

The thing about being in a foreign land all alone, it that when you feel down and lonely, there is no one around to comfort you and just give u a big hug... well tat is all i need now.. a big hug... well back in singapore, when i got a hug, it was not always from the right person, but alston did the job just right.. maybe cause of the fact tat he is just so cuddely... just like a big teddy bear.. just have to avoid.......erm.... nvm... anyway.. hiax.. i wish i was a home.... miss every one of ya..

2004-09-30T10:06:00.000-07:00

skool today was just like the usual.. 1st class was anatomy.. it was shit boring... as in we were prectically fallin asleep.. but managaed to stay awake dispite the comfy new chairs in the new lecutre theater... anyway den had an hr break before we had Osteopatic techniques and yes pple.. we had to strip and pulpate each other.. but it was just like a trip to the beach....
after skool, i went to Oxfard Street to find a cheap lighter.. but got kinda side tracked and found myself in a huge toy shop.. it was super fun... but din managed to xplore the whole thing out... i'll wait till they come over to visit me... which i hope will b soon.. hiax.. anyway.. found some lighters in a 'druggy bob marley' shop which sold weed and bongs.. but was 7.50 pounds.. i think i wil go to the skate shop and get it there.. it is only 5 pounds.... or in singapore... so i wondered off again.. but found myself in a strange strange street... there were sex shops on both sides of the road.. i just wanted to get the hell out of there as quick as possible... or did i?? lol..
anyway happy i managed to tok to dawn today.. miss ya... everyone else as well..... =D

2004-09-29T09:03:00.000-07:00

"In osteopathy, we concentrate on the Dis-ease.. not the disease"

Yesterday was about the transport system and today, it is about the dam roads.. it is as rough as linton's face... (inside joke.. only me aussie mates would know) and tat is dam fuckin rough.... it is impossible to skate on the roads.. not even in parks... tsk tsk...
Well went xpecally early to skool today since no one to tok to today online.. :'( and we only had 2 classes today... which was quite good.. the teacher for Natrupathy was quite good.. he almost gave the impression tat he was a rabbi.. but just clamed he was just tryin to be an authodox jew.. quite phylosiphical non the less... and in second class, we did not have to strip like we were anthicipated... which was kinda good.. but we will have to do it evantually, so better sooner den later....
after skool went for a little skate down to central london lookin for a park which supposedly meant to have a hockey court but after much searching, i found a skate shop which could possibly be my nx employment passport... the standard of living here is just too dam xpensive.. i wish i was home...... hiax.....

2004-09-28T09:36:00.000-07:00

The London transport system is totally CRAP.... how often do u hear a man swearin at the top of his voice at the bus driver man... well pretty often just on the way to skool this morning... which by the way, i was late to casue of the dam bus!!!! anyway... another thing is there are just too many rich fucks in London.. on average, out of 20 cars, 7 will be a pergout, 4 will be a BM, 4 will be a Merc, 2 will be a porche, 1 will be a ferrari, 1 will be some other xpensive car and the other 1 will be a crapper.. just in my little suberb, i have seen 3 Fairladiez in 2 hrs... seen so many porche 4 wheelers it is startin to look shit...
anyway i could ramble on about it untill i get my Dodge Viper... which will be like real soon... ahahhahahahaha....
okok.. today.. was late to class... did not strip... but there is always tomorrow.. which most definately will have to in osteopatic techniques... don worry Dawn.... i only have eyes for u.... =D....lol... skool ends at 1 tomorrow.. so maybe goin skatin!!!

2004-09-27T11:50:00.000-07:00

1st day of skool.. and we all egerly waited in a line... all strangers to each other... just like the 1st day of kindergarden.. but soon things started to change when we had to fill in our regrestration form.... DAM FORMS..... anyway after all tat, we just had to sit through a talk by the professors of our course... and yes.. i am the only asian in the whole course.. ever i think.. and finally, we ended the day down at the local pub having a few drinks and gettin to know each other... unlike kindergarden..
one point about the course as put by the tour guide.. we have to strip down... and 1st thing tomorrow morning 9am is osteopatic theory... so off wif the clothes.. well depending on the lecturer's mood..

2004-09-25T20:18:00.000-07:00

It is now 4 am in here.. and patiently, i wait... well it is more half asleep... but it is all worth it.. anyway.. i forgot to blog yest... so here it goes.. went to central london to meet up wif my sister's friend from Australia.. which was great help cause for one, he lent me some money and now i am able to get food!! now all i need is to get some cutlery... so i think i goin shoppin again today... well i m misssing u all heaps... till den have a good one...
oh yar.. i got my new mobile no. in london alrady.. 07910440913.... just incase...

2004-09-24T10:59:00.000-07:00

There are lots of gettin use to around here.. for one, the time zones.. woke up at 4 am this morning cause tat is 11am in singapore.. but luckly managed to 'force' myself to sleep.. till bout 7 where i rush online hoppin to catch someone online.. but no luck... so decided to make a trip down to my skool before monday so i could familarise myself with the route there.. however, as i was told, hopped on the bus 221 but ended up in North Finchly... which hu knew, was no where near the Finchly Rd i was heading to (stupid pommys) .. so had to board the bus 82 which was another hr ride to get to the place... as i could not b bothered figuring out where i went rong.. i just took the same route back.. which was just in time for me to come online, go out grocery shoppin, open my bank account and come back online again... Of course the comin online part was the most importaint part..... talkin about importatin, i m screwed.. i m left wif 15 pounds and 30 pence and 4 squid.... or watever it is called.. hu the hell came out wif these names.. (once again.. dam poms) and it is gonna last me till my bank account opens.. which is in a week... talk about 'up shit creek in a barbwire canoe.... ' well i m buggered now and it is only 7pm... but it is 2 in Singapore.. however, i have said i will keep my blog updated so here it is... and now tat it is done, rack off... i goin sleep....

2004-09-23T00:54:00.000-07:00

I would like to thank EVERYONE for yesterday.. i really did not think so many people would turn up for my departure... i was really touched when rocked up at Burger King to see that there was already 3 tables fill and there was more to come.. just for me... THANKS every one again...
I truly feel the same Josh, I might not have know u long or hung out much wif you.. but the connection we had was unlike i ever had.. and there was only a handful tat i have truely connected with dispite the lack of constaint contact... and John Ji, u are one of them mate...
The leaving was a hard part.. havin to leave behind all my close friends... i guess i could make new ones but the relationship i have had wif the ones i have had to leave behind was truly special... but freit not.. i will come back on holidays and as i have said many a times, 4 years will be over in a blink of an eye... and yes i will be back... i have made a promise to a special someone and i m intending to keep that promise...

Anyway.. slept thorough out teh whole flight.. arrived in Amsterdam and waitin in transit for an hr... dam it was a huge airport... D51... hu knew u needed so many gates.. 51.... anyway arrived at 6.35 am London time which was about 1.35 or did i arrive at 5.35? anyway.. had to wait in like for customs till 10+... was super pissed off.. anyway reached hostel and came online as soon as i could to catch up while i had the time... kinda tired now.. wanna sleep but it is only 5 here... so wait it out a little longer....

I wil try to keep the blog updated.. but do leave me a msg.. cheers.. love u alll and c u soon..

2004-09-22T00:30:00.000-07:00

In 22 hrs time, i will be in the terminal waiting to board the begin of a 12.55 hr flight to Amsterdam for a transit stop to be connected to another 1.25 hr flight to Heathrow airport... and that will b a start of my new chapter of my life.... Of course this does not mean that i will close the book on the previous chaper... in fact, i have made some promises that i WILL pick up again as soon i get back... even if it takes me 5 years later befor i can pick up the pieces... but please believe me, i will do all i can to fulfil that promise...

To all my mates.... I love u all heaps and not to worry casue we WILL keep in touch....

I m sorry for all the pain i have caused...
Wif all my love.....

Flight 22 Sept : dep 2255 Terminal 1
Enter the gate by 2100.

Address in London:
Ian Lee
Christain Alliance Hse-Mahon House
St Joseph's Collage, Lawrence St
Barnet NW7 4JX

2004-09-20T09:27:00.000-07:00

Got a long needed hair cut.. Wouldn't want to b stopped at the London customs under the suspision of terrorism.. Den had dinner... Buffet... was huge... super full... den had a nice stroll to Dohby Ghaut MRT to help digest the food...
Got a gift.. super sweet... LOVE IT.. Thanks heaps...

Don't give up on me.. I'll be there when my chores are through.. I don't know how long I'll be (bout 4 years)... But I'm not goin to let you down.. Darling wait and see.. And between now and then till I see u again, I'll be lovin u... Love me..

2004-09-17T10:53:00.000-07:00

Finally got hold of my very own hockey stick... now all i have to do is just to get the rest of my gear and of course most importaintly, to join a club..
Whilst waiting, i rushed off to PP... but finished wif heaps of time to spare.. went back to shop to wait... After the phone call, met up wif them and we were off..
The Terminal is a pretty cool show... worth watching.. wanted to catch 3 movies but the timin was crap so ended up in Mos Burger...*******illwait******* headed off to blue veins to have a few while waiting for Gladys, Aloy and rest... KTVed at a gentalmen's club till late and den went back to Veins casue they wanted to get drunk... Sent them home** but they wanted to hang in the playground...
Finally got home at bout 5ish....

A promise is a promise

2004-09-15T10:03:00.000-07:00

Had lunch at TM pondaros today.. how ever, i had to rush off to skatesports (sorry once again) cause i was needed to help conduct a skate class in Witford Internation Skool.. there was this kid there called daniel, age 5, blond hair wif brown eyes.. super cute.. nearly as cute as Figo.. it was my 1st lagid class... lol.. den went back to the shop to have the Sales training... was kinda fun... now i can sell.. lol...interesting...

I will b right here waiting..

2004-09-14T19:42:00.000-07:00

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again
However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again
However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you

2004-09-13T08:21:00.000-07:00

Hit a brick wall...
Watched Anaconda... should i get a lighter?
Sorry..
i guess 4 years will b gone in a blink of an eye...
be right here waiting for you...

2004-09-12T09:32:00.000-07:00

Had a big buffet for lunch.... was almost close to the real thing u get in penang... but one can't complain much.. got dropped off at EC for another day of skating... i donno wat i will do wif out tat place now.. sure will miss when i go over to london.... 10 more days... lol... anyway.. den got a farewell dinner from Vivian at BFD... thanks heaps...

I still m..

2004-09-11T07:25:00.000-07:00

finally got my blog fixed.. thanks to zhen...
today same old same old...

Count down...

2004-09-11T07:04:00.000-07:00

ZHEN INVADES.
why cant the stupid thing load!
GRR.
yayy i rock.
HAHA.
BYEBYE.
-waves goodbye!

2004-09-10T07:23:00.000-07:00

went for dinner... got a gift....hiax... sian...

2004-09-07T08:28:00.000-07:00

Lol... it was a day not to forget... it was the first and last of many things... Went to work again and today was prob the last time i will do stocktake.. in a sence it is good but in a strange sence, i will definately miss workin wif the crew and all the times i had wif them... At my final crew meeting, we had fun together swimming, playin squash and tokin cock... and as a parting gift, i got a Mission 2005 edition inline hockey pants.. it is 'chio'.. lol.....

As for my first today, a gal asked for my no... lol.. along wif Aloy's and Ming Li's no... c how lah... lol...

2004-09-01T08:24:00.000-07:00

Went to meet Corn at 12... den helped out at the shop for a while... by the way... today.. love it.. there are so many chio bu's!!!!!! on the train to Eunos, one Ang Mo and her frend.. fine... den just down the stairs out of the station, an Eurasion... model material... den at the bus stop.. sisters... HOT.. and after they got on the 155 bus, another one walked to the bus stop.. alright.. on the bus one boarded at Still Road.. too bad she was wif her bf.. oh well.. den walkin down the slope bit of the under pass, 2 hotties walked down the stairs... WOOOOHH.... at the shop, a group was already there, too bad there was only one... alright but had the 'seh'.... den about 15mins later, 3 gals rocked up and 2 of them were hot.. one was model materal.. and she was 17.. interesting.. however, they turned out to b from the lesbo group... anyhooo.. i guess shit could happen... lol... *wink wink*...
wat a day.. tat was just the morning.. anyway.. just skated the whole day den went to hockey training.. played in goals.. dam hot.. lol.... ahhhhhhhhhh wat a day it was....*dreams ^ mmmmmmmmmxxx*

2004-08-31T10:07:00.000-07:00

Super slack day today... staied at home till dinner when i went to east point wif parents to dine... den went to funky wif marcel to meet aloy and gladys... of course had to end the nite wif supper at Simpang.. lol...